saraelisabet

...observations on my life and things around me...

Monday, January 30, 2006

There is nothing in the world like running. It makes me feel horrible (ow my legs hurt) and wonderful (runner's high?) all at the same time. And since Mia had to work we ended up eating late (along with Kara, Patrick, Christie and Aaron) so I got to eat and eat and eat after running. (No ice cream, though--I am being SO good.) Aaaaahhhh (satisfied not scared). And that, my friends, is the state you find me in now.

Today I got a new lock. I think it works. At least it better or you will see the wrath of Sara in the form of an extremely scathing letter to Master Locks.

It's time for homework. Comm and maybe a little French and hopefully some Art History in there somewhere too.

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Thursday, January 26, 2006

chemistry induces thought

This week I have discovered that Chemistry is indeed good for something after all. Knowing about atoms and elements and moles and such does not seem to have an impact on my life. Nonetheless, being in Chem has brought about some thoughts that might impact my life...

Thought Number One, concerning government regulation and my probable Libertarian future

For Chem lab we have to have lockers full of the beakers, little glass stirring rod thingies, Nichrome triangles, etc. The university of course does not want these things stolen, so guess what, we have to personally go buy locks to put on their lockers full of their stuff. This really was not so bad, since they sell locks at the BC where I can use up my dining dollars. However my lock was not of a cooperating nature. It took several tries to get it to open. Then, yesterday, we had Lab number two which required me to try to get the thing off the locker. The lock did not feel like coming off. And since it's steel and I'm...composed of other molecules, it won.

I had to go get the guy from the store room to break it off for me. He said he was so sorry he had to do this, but there was pure joy on his face as he got out his tools and the other person at the store room was laughing at him. So the lock came off at last...but the story does not end, because of course I had gotten some valuable insights from this little endeavor.

First of all, a lock that I KNOW the combination to should never have to be broken off! So who's fault is it that I would up with a stupid lock that wouldn't turn right? Is it my fault for buying it? Nah, of course not. How am I supposed to know it was a piece of junk? So that makes it the manufacturer's fault. So why does this company exist if they make junk?? Why doesn't someone shut them out of business? There's laws that require warnings on food (Ingredients: peanuts. Warning: may contain nuts) and cigarettes and hair dryers and yeah, you get the picture. Why isn't there a law that requires locks to have warnings ("will not turn. You will have to get the stock room guy.")? But wait...should there be such a law?

Basically, this all boiled down in my head to that government does not need to regulate locks because they regulate too much already.


Thought Number Two, in which Sara discovers in one more way that the Bible is not just another book

So today I dutifully went to Chem lecture. Chem lecture is rather pointless, perhaps even more so than Chem recitation, if such a thing could be. As I was waiting for the boredom to commence, I was reading my Bible. Along came a spider...I mean, this guy I know but I can't remember his name. I feel bad asking him because I have already talked to him on more than one occassion on various topics like music, Hot Topic buttons that say "You non-conformists are all alike", stupid combination locks, and Chem homework. Anyway, so he looks at me and goes, "So are you in Ethics class?" And I say, "uh, no." And he says, "So you're just reading the Bible for fun?" And I'm like, "Yeah, pretty much." And then he asks if he can borrow it! Turns out he *is* in Ethics and they are supposed to read some verses. He also said he goes to a church that I went to once. And his take on Ethics is pretty much what I figured it would be--they can't really tell you anything for sure so they tell you everything. Grr don't get me started.

My point here is that I have noticed that people take note when you are reading the Bible. Especially during a Chem lecture (although I think I finished before the professor began.) If I were reading my French book (which could use some attention about now...) or a romance novel or People, people might say something. But the Bible...that always seems to produce some response, from "weirdo" to "holy little girl...guess I won't invite her to that frat party after all" to "hey, what's in that book anyway?". I am glad for my new habit of reading the Bible in random weird places. Who knows..perhaps God has a purpose for it!

Some Concluding Thoughts
So, if you feel like entering into a discussion about when/if government regulation is good or bad or both, go at it! In Comm class today we talked about radio was regulated by the government. In Soc class we were talking about whether to look at things from the perspective of society as a whole or as individual choices. Is buying a bad lock a bad personal choice that needs to be addressed individually? Or is it merely one outcome of a plague of society (bad products on the market) that needs to be solved as a societal problem, i.e. by the government?

Final Concluding Thought to a Too-long Post
I really need to get back to those atoms and elements and moles and stop conjecturing.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

la vie de Sara

I don't have anything profound to write (do I ever? haha) so I guess I will just give y'alls an update on what's going on with me...

Last weekend I went to the college Winter Conference. I can't decide if I like it or the high school one more. The speaker was really good and it was nice seeing some of my friends again.

School's fine. Art History is fun and so is Mass Communication and Media. Chemistry could do with a little less work, but hey, at least I'm busy, right? Some friends and I are going to join the Swing Dancing Club, so we'll be taking lessons Tuesday nights and possibly going to some of the Wednesday night dances. I was so happy--we went to the callout and I actually figured out how to the East Coast Swing!! My feet didn't trip all over each other like they usually do! And if I'm dancing with someone who knows what he's doing, all he has to do is sort of push me in the right direction and we end up doing some pretty cool stuff :-).

Right now I am in my bedroom. Bekah talked me into coming home for the weekend :-). Last night I went to out to dinner and ice skating for Ellie's birthday~HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ELLIE!! I LOVE YOU!!. Tomorrow I am going to Southside RP for the going away service for the Blackwoods. I can't believe they're leaving...but at least I am going to be able to go to the service after all!

I spent a good portion of this afternoon writing a French paper...no wonder my brain is feeling a bit fried and my post is boring. OK let's see...I could go read Chemistry or I could go read the Bible...is it even a contest? Chem will just have to wait.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Things Gone and Past

I try to forget
I try to focus
On things here and now
I try to let go

Can I make the mess go away
Can I pretend it never happened
Can I start a new life today
A life with new beginnings?

Maybe this is right
Maybe I have found the light
But then why do I wonder
Why can’t I forget?

Am I holding on to something
That isn’t there any more
Something I imagined in my head
That never was there?

I try to forgive
I try to forget
Things gone and past
I try to let go

Thursday, January 05, 2006

I love my sister

Well, I asked my dear sister what I should update on and she replied with a winning smile, "Title it "I love my sister" and then support your thesis statement." OK, that girl has been doing waaaaayyy too much school if she's using phrases like "thesis statement". Speaking of school, that's where I'm going on Saturday. I can't believe break is almost over but I suppose I'm ready to get back to Purdue.

It's been a fun break. My brain has been on vacation. I don't have homework at night so I can go do stuff. Every night. At least, that's what I thought. I then discovered that a) my car is still apart and my mom doesn't appreciate me using hers all the time, and b) I actually have a mother. Heh. So much for going out every night!

[At this point the post is interupted by visit to a friend's apartment, which was pretty cool by the way!, and a late night trip to Wal-Mart with the aforementioned much-loved sister...]

Tomorrow I am gonna go ride with Amber. I finally get to meet her new horse, Shoney!! And I finally get to ride again! It's been awhile. Well, seeing as Amber has this crazy idea of leaving at 6:30 in the morning (!!!!) I am going to get myself to bed.